OT: Emotions all over ther place!
It's my understanding that there are a lot of hormones stored in the fact. WLS releases those as the pounds begging to drop. There is morning od your friend food, because it was always there for you and it never judged you. That takes work to get through. But crying over a pretty flower, or a beautiful sunrise is mostly attrubuted to the surge of hormones released. Find some one you can talk with, priest or counselor. You are doing great, but there is nothing wrong with getting a little support.