Not doing so well today

Big hugs to you.  I wish you well.  Remember, Mercury is in Retrograde so things are still a little ic****il the 27th.  It just makes everything seem like you are walking through mud. 
Take care of you.  You can only take care of everyone else if you take care of you first.
Hope things get back to normal soon.
Holly
 

Most women tend to feel as if they are being selfish when it comes to taking care of their needs; with mothers and care givers being a bit harder on themselves then the rest. However, in most cases this is only a feeling. Ironically, women who feel this way are often the ones who actually place their family’s care and needs ahead of themselves in a selfish less manner. For the past three years you have lived a lifestyle very different from the one you used to live pre-op. I really doubt that you have been selfish but I do believe that you had to take better care of yourself and your health, which in itself can seem selfish for someone who feels the weight of the world resting upon their shoulders as you have. At times like this many of us will experience mixed feelings which can sometimes uncover deeper issues; issues that will make us feel even more selfish if we take the time to address them. And so the vicious circle continues; time to myself = selfishness.  Allow yourself the luxury of being selfish sometimes and perhaps the load on your shoulders will be a little easier to bear.

You are a strong and successful woman, you will get through this.

Wishing you well!