Had my consultation

didn't go as great. i wanted an immediate yes. the doctor wants to see my records from my other surgeon, take an x-ray and then decide if he can do it. So I really have no answer. tomorrow I'll fax my old doctor and get the records. and i guess next week I'll see what happends. I'll know by or before July if things are go or not. not feeling great. my fear of him saying no looms over my head. I don't know.

I feel your pain and stress.