Looking for a buddy...

 Good Afternoon Ladies!!  I am 35 yo, DH and I are TTC #1.  I have successfully lost and maintained my loss of 100lbs since my RNY three and half years ago.  I admit I have been away from this site and never should have strayed.  :(  I am truly fearful but/ trying to stay optomistic in getting a BFP.  Last month I used an OPK and got a + result on  08/7 and now I'm stuck in the waiting game.  I broke down and used a HPT from dollar tree tonight and it was BPN :(.  Disappointed rang through me. I know this is going to be an emotional journey for everyone but I'd like to find some buddies to go through this together. Baby dust to everyone!

this is hard!! My hub and I tried like crazy and couldn't conceive prior to my WLS (I will be 35 in Sept.) - I will be 1 year out in Oct. and we plan on trying again (with my surgeons approval). The 2ww is dreadful and I wish you luck in finding your patience......
you are welcome to email me anytime you need support - I know how hard and disappointing the wait can be!!

 Thanks Kitten!!!  I will take you up on your offer for sure, feel free to reach out to me as well.  Best of luck to you and your DH!