pregnancy glow my butt

 its soooo true. i was judged for being fat. and now i'm judged for losing weight. not losing enough weight, gaining it back, not doing it "the old fashioned way". people love to throw that one around. oh, well so and so did it just by doing excercise and dieting. well good for them? who am i the weight loss police? why does my situation have to be anyone's business but mine? i'm not going around judging anyone. sheesh.

and you're right. gotta look at the big picture. i'm forever grateful there's a healthy baby growing inside of me. i would do anything for this baby. get as big as a house being one of them. i just want it to stay healthy and grow so that i can hold him/her in my arms and watch it grow up.

I can't believe you are 16 weeks already and Nikki is 32 weeks. WOW time is just flying by.

Well I haven't got to that point yet but I'm sure I will be on the board about it.  I will do the best I can not to because this is something we want. It's all just head games with us and weight isn't it?  It will always be there. 
Hang in there girl you are doing great!

Jana