bad news

 the doc office called today. i was sleeping. they left a message. i had gone in to give blood today. they told me mu numbers went down from 137 on wed to 44 today. and that i'm misscarrying. the end. happy new year. 

i go back in on tuesday.

thank god i was mentally prepared for this possibility. my husband and i didn't let ourselves get too excited. right now i just feel kind of numb. i don't know what happens next and how long it will take me to get pregnant again. it took 6 months the first time around :/

i really liked being pregnant. even if it was only for a few days.

i'm not distraught. i'm taking it pretty well considering. i'm disappointed for sure. and just kind of numb. tonight i just want to forget everything and have some friends over and talk about other things.

Oh I am SO sorry.  Sometimes you have to wonder why you are given something you want so much only to have it taken from you.  You are in my prayers.  HUGS

I am so very sorry to hear about your loss; please do not give up. You and your husband are in my prayers

I'm so sorry

I am so very sorry. My MC was the hardest thing I've ever gone through. Please know that you are not alone in this, and if you ever want to PM me, I'm here. I know you will have a sticky pregnancy the next time around. Sending prayers your way...

I'm sorry Meli :( Take good care of yourself and do what's right for you during this difficult time. 

I am so sorry my thoughts and prayers are with you!!

I'm SO sorry hun!! Take good care of yourself! It'll happen, don't give up hope! You're not alone! Keeping you and your husband in our thoughts and prayers! Praying you heal and this New Year brings you happier news and many blessings! (((HUGS)))

Sorry, Meli. You and you DH are in my thoughts and prayers.

I am so sorry.