update

 well i finally POAS and i saw one strong line and one faint line......could it be a BFP?

i cried. i can't even believe its true. so i'm gonna drink a bunch of water and take 2 more tests. i have an apt with my endo in the morning at 7:30 to take a test with them.

i haven't told my hubby yet. gonna wait till its officially official. keeping this a secret is SO HARD. i'm sooo bad at keeping secrets!!!

i want to tell everyone i know. they all know how long i've wanted this. but i'm so afraid of it not sticking. so i'm gonna wait till i get past the first trimester to tell others. but i can't even really talk about this like i'm actually pregnant right now. seems to goo to be true. i have to just wait till the doc tells me its for sure before i let myself get excited.

love to all you girls!!!! 

CONGRATS!!!  A 2nd line, faint or dark, is still a 2nd line and does mean what you think it means!  Keeping it quiet is the hardest thing.  I didn't.  I told those closest to us right off the bat.  But I waited to make the big official announcement until my 2nd US at 8w3d when we saw the heartbeat and the fetus was measuring perfectly on track, and the fertility doc released me back into the care of my gen OB.

Wow Meli! Congrats! Sounds like a BFP to me! Keep us posted!

Sound like you are keeping figers and toes crossed for you I know how much you want this.Sending lots of prayers

Congrats!!! I hope everything goes perfect!

*fingers crossed!* Sounds like a positive to me! I was so disappointed for you when you posted the other day thinking AF was just around the corner. Congrats!!!

thanks everyone!!! i took 2 more tests and they came out stronger than the first! yay!!

Take a digital....I could not hold the suspense in!

Thats AWESOME news! Congrats!

I had a feeling that would be the case as I mentioned in your other post the same thing happened to me.  Kept waiting for AF to come and was sure it would, but never did. 

Congrats!