back on track

 happy to report that after that messed up cycle i'm back on track. ovulation came. and not only that but my sex drive has improved! woohoo! its not all the way there but its def better than it used to be. i wonder if it was the chinese pills, the acupuncture or just time for my body to bounce back. i don't know and i don't care. as long as it keeps coming back. lol.

Just curious- Do you find that you are more "into it"...when you are Oing?
I am not progressively trying anymore but I have found that this cycle...
I do not need the preseed to BD. I wanted to try to temp then I did not want
to get my hopes up. Gees I wish this stuff was just easy...
Thanks for listening/reading
Cheri

 you know thats a really interesting question. the first 2 months i was tryig i found that i was way more in the mood during or around menstruation and during ovulation i wasn't in the mood AT ALL. a cruel joke in my opinion. especially since my nipples stuck out like turkey timers constantly and could not be touched. then i had that one month (last month) that was all screwed up and didn't ovulate at all. now all of a sudden this month i'm much more in the mood. i'm ovulating now and i was surprised to find that i was actually producing vaginal fluid on my own. although i didn't want to try without the preseed because i've been fulled before into thinking i was wet enough on my own only to encounter pain during sex. however i think last weekend something came over me and i just went for it. and i believe..i dont' think i used anything! no lidocane to numb the area and no preseed! i felt normal! so i'm hoping as things progress and my sex drive starts coming back more and more i may not need to use those things every time. :)

but i know exactly how you feel. you don't want to try so much bc trying gets your hopes up. but i think its fantastic that you don't need the preseed! thats so awesome! you go girl! does that mean you're ovulating? well there are signs. check your cervical fluid for clear egg white looking stringy secretions. also i always get super nipples sensitivity around that time. 

i say just do it whenever you feel like doing it! thats probably the best way.

Fingers crossed!  Maybe I can turn my "pregnantness" over to you... I can have my baby and be done with being pregnant and you can get pregnant and take "my place". 

 haha nice! passing the torch! :)

Take the damn torch already!  I'm usually a very happy pregnant person, in fact I'd easily say I love being pregnant.  However, the constant cramping and contractions that lead to nothing are really starting to get to me.  I can't handle another 2 weeks of "is this it?".  So, I'm officially handing over the torch!  I'm ready to get this show on the road (or at least to have the labor symptoms go away until it is the "real deal").  I really hope this is your month!

 haha thank you. i'm trying to take the torch! not looking fwd to those last couple of months of pregnancy. actually i've been having fun and learning to be sexy and planning a girls night out. so i think because of that i'll probably end up pregnant. lol. and if not, hey great that means these new clothes that i bought will actually get to be worn before i can't fit in them anymore. its a win/win. lol

hnag in there!!! i know its just all kinds of uncomfortable for you right now. but soon you'll meet your little baby!

Now this is a relay race I would want to be a part of!