Hi again...
Hi Maryn,,, looking like we're in the same boat... I tried surgery for endometriosis to get my stuff to work right,, chlomid and iui,, we've got the ingredients, but they don't seem to be mixing, Just this morning i got a BFN. I am so discouraged... i'm not even like myself anymore,, my niece turned up preg. by some guy she barely knew or likes,, and i'm trying not to be,, but am a little fixated on that.. Me and my husband tried to do things in the right order and waited so long for each other,, guess maybe i should go out and smoke crack and hook up with anybody, and maybe i'd get preg.. just kidding,, but that seems to be how a lot of babies come to be.. I know God has a plan for us.. and i know Van was worth the wait and so my kids will be too. Looks like i will be going on to injectables soon and going for IVF too. I think it's like 12,000 dollars for us and a viable pregnancy isn't even gauranteed.. trying to stay positive,, but it's hard.. I think i'm still crazy from the chlomid.. oh well,, sounds like you're a few steps ahead of me, so keep me posted on what may be coming my way too.. thanks, sandy
Sandy,
Ya... i know exactly how you feel! It's crazy. I'm 41 and all my parts are TOTALL working perfectly and I'm very healthy. It just takes some time and unfortunately, my age is playing against me. Eggs age regardless of how healthy the woman is. So it just takes time, patience, and the occasional glass of wine and therapy session! IVF is pretty expensive.
Hey... I look at it this way... our children will absolutely KNOW that they were wanted and are so very loved. Not every parent can say that they were so committed to having a child that they went to the ends of the earth to bring that child into their lives. SO many children are conceived by accident. I was... I can't tell you how many times my mother told the story about how I was conceived whle she had an IUD in. My sister was an IUD baby too. My brother between us is the only one who was planned. That does some weird stuff to a child's emotions. Our children will KNOW how much they are loved and wanted.
I'm really trying to focus on the positive and being that phenomenal mother to our children that I know I will be. Hang in there hon!
Ya... i know exactly how you feel! It's crazy. I'm 41 and all my parts are TOTALL working perfectly and I'm very healthy. It just takes some time and unfortunately, my age is playing against me. Eggs age regardless of how healthy the woman is. So it just takes time, patience, and the occasional glass of wine and therapy session! IVF is pretty expensive.
Hey... I look at it this way... our children will absolutely KNOW that they were wanted and are so very loved. Not every parent can say that they were so committed to having a child that they went to the ends of the earth to bring that child into their lives. SO many children are conceived by accident. I was... I can't tell you how many times my mother told the story about how I was conceived whle she had an IUD in. My sister was an IUD baby too. My brother between us is the only one who was planned. That does some weird stuff to a child's emotions. Our children will KNOW how much they are loved and wanted.
I'm really trying to focus on the positive and being that phenomenal mother to our children that I know I will be. Hang in there hon!
Our little miracle baby boy is on his way!
YAY for the next step. ::smothers her in sticky baby dust:: You deserve to have that baby. It will happen for you one way or another but I am hoping it is via pregnancy. I am so glad you have insurance to help you with the IVF. Keep us posted so we can cheer you on.
HW:260+ SW: 248 Pre-Preg 180 Post-Preg Starting Wt: 225 Current PP wt: 195 GW: 170ish.
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