2ww

Well, I guess I'm in my two week wait to see if I'm pregnant or not. I'm only 2 days past ovulation right now, so we'll see if I get any symptoms. I really want another baby, yet after the day I just had with my two kids it scares me..lol. It's funny sometimes how my mind works. I start getting scared that I might actually be pregnant which is what I wanted in the first place. Then I think about a new baby and get excited again. I am nuts or what???? Sorry, I am thinking outloud and just needed to post that.

no way totally normal. i am so nervous but super excited about the new baby!

I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way.

I can soooo relate!  Being a mom is the greatest and hardest thing you can do!  I love my kids dearly, but some days when they are at each others throats or not listening to a word I say, I wonder what the heck I'm doing and why am I having another one????  Sometimes the thought about having this 4th baby is so exciting and I can't wait to meet him but then sometimes I wonder how the world am I gonna be able handle another child (especially on those days mentioned above).  I just have to have faith and trust in God and know if he didn't want me to have another child, he wouldn't have allowed me to get pregnant and also he wont give me more than I can handle!  I'm sure once this baby is born, I will be saying, I can't imagine my life without him (like I do the other 3)!

My first daughter was 4 1/2 when my second was born, so she wasn't as needy as my 14 month old is now. I think having them close like that is what is making me nervous, cause it's the unknown for me. It wasn't too hard having a 4 year old and a newborn, but an almost 2 year old and a newborn scares me a little.