Taking a break...

So... we're in our last month of TTC with insemination pretty much on our own.  If we don't get pg this cycle then we'll move into IVF.  I've been doing ALOT of thinking and praying lately.  It's been an extremely emotional rollercoaster for both of us since last November when we first TTC, got pg, then MC'd and then months of inseminations with bfn's each time.  I've realized that I've been carrying around so much grief and profound sadness over not being pregnant yet and the stress has been pretty bad too.  So I've decided to focus on letting it all go.  I'm doing a few yoga classes each week and also focusing on a daily meditation practice.  It's not easy and I know many of you can understand how I'm feeling.

I've also realized that coming to this board all the time and reading all about everyone's pregnancies, TTC, bfp, bpn, etc was just adding to my sadness and stress.  So, I'm going to take a break from this board this month.  I'll let you know how it goes at the end of the month - BFP or  IVF for us.

Please keep us in your prayers and I'll see you in a month.

i wish you luck maryn... i hope to see you soon

I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Think it's healthy to step back and take care of yourself! I know it's helped me. Looking forward to seeing you back soon! HUGS!!

Hope you are back really soon!
Jessica

 
Good luck and good thoughts.

We will miss you Maryn!!  I always enjoy your posts......hoping you get your BFP soon.

We will miss you :( Take care of yourself and good luck!

Snding lots of love and support your way ... Hope to see you back soon! xo

I'll be keeping you 2 in my thoughts and prayers! I'll miss seeing you around this board but I completely understand the need to take a step back and focus on yourself.

Much love. *hugs*

Come back soon Maryn!!  (with a BFP!)