SRSLY!!! AF & BFN

MusicMaryn
on 7/1/11 1:33 am - San Jose, CA

I woke up this morning and wanted to POAS. yes ladies... i did! I pee'd in a cup... and it was normal pee. Then I finished the job and BAM! There's AF! Since I had already opened the POAS, I did it... "NO" it said. So... off I go to the Fert Doc (yeah... a new one since my doc just moved away.) US is usually done on CD2 which is now a Sat for me. So I may be going in for an US today. FML!!!

Yeah yeah... i know I'm supposed to be positive and hopeful... which I am. I know we'll have our baby. But I can be pissed off and sad for a few minutes. ARGH!

Our little miracle baby boy is on his way!

victoria3
on 7/1/11 1:35 am - Douglassville, PA

VSG on 05/19/08

Sorry, Maryn

DoinItRNY
on 7/1/11 1:36 am

RNY on 06/11/10

I am SOOOO sorry Maryn! That's all I know to say...

Hope all goes well with the new doc.

erica_starks
on 7/1/11 1:43 am

RNY on 08/11/10

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Jill! Take all the time you need to be sad and pissed off. Get it out so you can release and move on. Love you.

PrettyPixieGirl
on 7/1/11 2:12 am

Who says we have to be burping rainbows and farting fairy dust all the time?! Be pissed. Be sad. They are valid emotions. I am sorry that being so public (at least on OH) and having others time your cycles and bug you (only out of love) for the 2WW results makes it harder. It is a double edged sword. But I promise just as we support Happy Maryn we will support Kicking Puppies Maryn (ok.. maybe not puppies..)

::hugs:: It will happen. It has happened before and it can happen again.

HW:260+ SW: 248 Pre-Preg 180 Post-Preg Starting Wt: 225 Current PP wt: 195 GW: 170ish.

MusicMaryn
on 7/1/11 2:19 am - San Jose, CA

RNY on 08/27/09

Thx Raye. the bugging to POAS earlier is totally fine. i SO appreciate all the love and support from all you ladies on here.

Our little miracle baby boy is on his way!

Modest Vixen
on 7/1/11 8:19 am - Surprise, AZ

RNY on 01/05/10

I would totally kick a puppy for Maryn to get her BFP, just sayin'

~*Crystal*~

HW-327/SW-313/CW-271/Doc's Goal:150 ......Awaiting Revision to DS
Post RNY baby born 6 weeks early, Jaelyn Mary Christine May 9th, 2011

Zee Starrlite
on 7/1/11 2:18 am

VSG on 06/06/11

Oh love . . . S-C-R-E-A-M!!! That sucks!!! Damn it, I don't know why those who deserve it so much, those who have waited for the right time, done all the right things why it doesn't happen like it should.

I'm crying for you today Maryn - oh **** for real!

xo,Leila

3/30/2005 Lap Band installed 12/20/2010 Lap Band REMOVED
6/6/2011 Vertical SLEEVE Gastrectomy