not even going to pee on that OPK~

I know I am ovulating and just have no desire.
I just want it so badly but I can not bring myself to do the work one more cycle.
I am so pissed~
After what happened 2 weeks ago Sunday...I do not want the hassle.
I think I have talked myself into an ablation~
Oh my I almost forgot:
The hospital called and wanted to know about my recent visit to the ER.
I told them I was completely pissed at the doctor. I continued to let her
know he was incompetent, he has no bed side manners, he never preformed
any exam on me, I had no idea what tests he drew nor did I understand what the diagnoses was.
I knew in fact the bag of IV fluids were not worth the thousand or so dollars my insurance was
going to pay the hospital. She was floored and offered her apologies and stopped to ask
how I was feeling and if I was okay...she placed a formal complaint against the ER doctor for my above comments. I also asked if I could get the labs and see them myself. It takes a few weeks for the process; we will see what happens.
Okay, I am so hormonal and depressed right now...tiny steps I guess for now.
My eating has been pretty good~
Thanks for listening; you all are so wonderful~
Cheri

Sorry honey. Try to relax a little and don't give up hope ;)

You are such a great cheer leader~ the first to reply to my posts!
Thank you, is not enough to explain my feelings for your support!
Have a good day~
~Cheri

You can also call the patient advocate at the hospital and file a formal compliant. I am not sure it will help change your experience but it might make you feel better to have your care reported and the issue looked into.

Regarding frustration, hang in there. It took me three losses and two years of formaly monthly TTC to have my son. So, the road is long but you have to keep thinking why you are doing it and that should be the motivation to help keeping you down the path.

Stay strong!
Traci

I am so sorry you are so heartbroken and upset. ::hugs:: If you need a rest take a rest. Sometimes when we let it go for abit it surprises us by happening without us trying.