What an odd 2.5 weeks...
Unfortunately, we had a miscarriage on Friday the 13th (now THAT'S ironic). I meet with the ob/gyn on June 2nd and they're monitoring my hcg levels until then.
I have my moments of great sadness, yet I remind myself that it was AMAZING I even got pregnant with such little medical intervention. I just hope we get another chance at being parents sooner rather than later...
I went from sheer joy, excitement and tears of joy to sheer terror, anger and tears of great sadness all in 14 days.
Thanks for listening :)
P.S. I think my gallbladder is slowing dying...imagine the panic on the doctors' faces when I tell them I had severe stomach cramps and vomting this evening, 5 days after a MC.
Met him 12/2001 in NJ; He moved from NJ to WA 05/2002; Married 06/2006; Attempt #1 2008 with Clomid and metformin, no luck. Decided to go back on BCP; LapBand 09/2009 at 371.1 lbs. Got down to 268 by 2012; Went off BCP 08/2010. Started Metformin; BFP 05/01/2011 followed by MC 05/13/2011 (Friday the 13th of all days!). Upped Metformin 09/2011; Continued on Metformin. On 10/28/2012 (3 days before semen analysis), had BFP :) Due date 07/07/13 by size of baby but 6/30/13 by LMP. Taken off Metformin at 8 weeks due to elevated liver levels.
I'm sorry for your loss. The emotions will keep going up and down for a few more weeks, before steadying out. Not that the sadness ever goes 100% away, but it will get better.
I hope your next BFP happens as soon as you're ready...and that it's a sticky, healthy pregnancy.
Holly
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