Blah, hate these posts.

I went to my OB yesterday.  Russ made me because I was literally filling a pad an hour.  Took a blood test, my hcg was 54.  So that was a positive test, but I was/am miscarrying.  This is my third "chemical pregnancy."  The mid wife told me all chemicals happen right around the time of your period.  My hemoglobin was 9 so I have to repeat it tomorrow to make sure it goes up or I will need a transfusion.

Oddly enough I am not super sad.  Maybe that's wrong to say, but I am a little sad and upset.  I had one chemical before Sage, but then 3 months later I got pregnant with her, so I think everything must happen for a reason. 

On a lighter note, my princess is 10 months old!! I will be updating later today.  Thanks ladies for all the encouragement all the time :)

Oh Karen I am sorry :(
It seems like all the early testing is causing you extra aggravation though. Maybe next month, just test the day of your missed period? I hope you feel better soon. Take some extra iron. Better luck next month!!
BTW, I have 15 Wonfo ovulation strips left. They are indiviually packaged, the kind that you dip in a cup for 10 seconds. I can send them to you if you want....if so just let me know your address :)

yea pretty much, but I was 3 days late and was testing.  I just knew I was though, you know what i mean?

Sorry about that.  But like you said, everything happens for a reason.  Every day you are moving forward to welcoming your next beautiful gift into your family.

I am so sorry to hear of your loss and totally understand that you are feeling a little sad about it.  Your feelings are very valid and you need to experience them so that you can move ahead when you are ready. 

BTW, your daughter is beautiful! 10 months old, eh?  Very fun age.  I know that you are loving every minute with her and will add to your family some day soon.

J

I'm so sorry to read about your loss.  I just went through the same thing 2 weeks ago, found out through a blood beta that I was indeed pregnant (barely, beta was a 14) and started bleeding 4 days later.  I was sad too but not super sad like I was with my mc's.  I think because it was so early it made a difference in how I was feeling.  Kinda like a uber late period -43 day cycle.  I bled heavy for 2 days than just a light period, a total of 5 days I think.  Luckily I don't have to wait a cycle I can jump back on the ttc wagon pronto!!!

Take the time you need to recover, have faith and hopefully things will work out for you (US) in the very near future. 

So sorry to hear this will keep you in my prayers.

 I'm sorry to hear that.  :(  

Thanks everyone, just hoping tomos hemoglobin levels are up I hateeee blood transfusions!!

im sorry for what your going thru... on a side note my hemaglobin is also at a 9.. it was at an all time high when i was going thru my nightmare in oct.. (11!).. my dr gave me a pill called hemestat.. its an elemental iron and its the only thing that brought it up besides transfusions and infusions