FREAKING OUT!!!...a lil bit

I had RNY in Feb just so that I could get pregnant.  Of course, I am not SUPPOSED to even try to get pregnant for another 4 months at least (and I didn't try...I promise).

However .............I just took a HPT and it is POSITIVE!!!!  You all are the first I am telling.  I don't even know what I am supposed to do, now.  Are positive tests ever wrong?  Should I call a doctor or something??  My mom??  WTH do I do now?

Also ...I was only about 15# from goal .... does this mean I will never be thin???  How many cals should I increase to?  Did I screw my baby up for not being 100% compliant with vitamins?

I am having a bit of a hysterical episode here in my house all alone waiting for the boyfriend to come home....am I even making sense??  I am shocked.  All of those years of missing periods and then looking at BFN  ....make this moment absolutely surreal

Please guide me!!
 

first- RELAX!!!! you and baby will be fine

2-hardly ever... your pregnant- enjoy

3. yes call your dr... they will do a blood test to confirm... and call your mom too... she will be just as excited and nervous for you and probley more... plus she will hopefully be your biggest support

4. no- does not mean you will never be thin... you will always have your tool- just remember how to use it

5. yes.. your making sense for a hysterical women..

6. your baby will be fine.. start taking a prenatal now... and if your not eating carbs you need to... ketosis is very baby for baby development

7. CONGRATS!!!!!

Oh my gosh!  Thank you!  I have never done this before and was not sure if I even could.  Now, I just need to take a deep breath and call the dr in the morning.....I dunno whether to be thrilled or royally pissed that we were not careful enough. 
Either way, I got what I eventually wanted.  WOOT!!

First off, congrats on your BFP! I completely and 100% know where you're coming from with all the negatives in the past and the dissapointment and frustration then the shock and awe of a test with not 1, BUT 2 lines :O Really? LOL

My husband and I have been married for 2 years just last week, together for 3 and have hardly used any protection or religious use of birth control, but never had any BFPs til this baby...I took my pills to induce my period and when my period didn't come I feared the worst...I cried to him numerous times and even swore it was cancer...low and behold it was in fact the miracle of a baby!! :)

You're going to be fine! Make sure you to contact your doctor's, get your vitmains on track starting with a good prenatal til your first dr's visit, and try not to stress too much. The eating for you and baby isn't as important at the very beginning, but get to a nutriotionist if you need the help.

Best of luck for a happy and healthy pregnancy and welcome to preggo land! It's a wild ride and I've loved every minute of it so far...this is my first and will be my only, so I'm really trying to soak it all up! :)