Another angel on my list...and questions.

hey Hollowog, I found out this week that my BETA hcg values were decreasing and my pregnancy was not viable. Goin through "the process" right now...my body seems to be doin it on its own...I have have several D & C's after several miscarriages  in the past...usually they're not bad at all..little crampy afterwards w/ bleeding.

Wish you well, I'm lookin forward to moving forward from this since it's out of my hands now.

Freda

I'm sorry to hear that you're having another loss, also.  I saw your BFP post and that you'd had several losses...and was prayerful this would be the one for you.

The d&c was OK.  Heck...even the idiot nurse whom I wanted to kill survived.  I'm much calmer about her now than on the day of my d&C last week.  I was obviously upset at the whole idea that I had once again lost another baby...so when checking in, I was crying a little.  She came in the room, all chirpy, happy and smiling and saw that I'd been crying.  She asked why I was crying...I just looked at her like she landed from Mars and told her 'Because of why I'm here?!' Then she looked at me and said, 'But having a baby's a happy thing...you should be smiling and happy that you'll have a baby to hold.' I was ready to go over the desk after her then - DH literally had his hand on my shoulder to stop me - and I told her, 'Yeah...well...my baby's DEAD, so excuse me if I'm not happy and smiling right now.' DH later told me that she saw him in the hallway and apologized to him...said she didn't know that's what I was up there for.  Obviously I figured THAT out...but I still don't excuse her.  If you're working in a hospital in the OB/GYN dept and see someone upset and crying...she should have been there long enough to know that not all pregnancies have happy endings...and obviously if someone's upset and crying in that department...they may not be having a happy ending.  Someday - as it gets further away, I may find some forgiveness for her...but I'm not there yet.  (sorry...I didn't mean to make this an 'all about me' reply!)

Have any of the drs tested you and found out WHY you keep experiencing your losses?  I hope you can get some answers...and that your next BFP results in a baby in your arms.  Unfortunately, I know from experience that the next few days will be the hardest for you.  You and your husband will be in my prayers. 

Hey I do understand...after my first OB appt on Monday I realized I had picked a ob doc from hell...I've had some good and bad one's but even after giving my history he was very short and not very caring...so on to a another OB I go, one that I've dealt with in the past. I told my husband that I'm just takin it slow...this pregnancy loss was much different from the others..it was earlier on, the others were within my 3-4month--much more indepth.

I'm in the midst of it right now, have a great husband there as a support so we are pullin through. This is our 7th miscarriage, yes I said 7...we have seen IT...doctors don't know, have had procedures, tests etc etc..I know our baby has it's time...all ya got sometimes is HOPE and to keep the faith. After 13yrs I'm sooo grateful for a blessed marriage,these losses have tried us but at the same time brought us much closer. Pregnancy is  miraculous and a mystery, so I won't even begin to lose my mind tryin to figure it out..we have so much life to live. Yes I want to enlarge my family but when it's outta your hand, it's outta your hand Hollywog ;) Keep smiling

You are in my prayers, sis. 

Thank you.  I'm just working on reminding myself that if it's to happen...it'll be in God's time...not mine.