I can't wait for this week to be over with...
Hubby and I haven't been on vacation a year ago... it has been always something that happens and I don't have enough vacation hours, but now I do just for the whole week. Finally when we take vacation, something happens... as you might have read from a previous post from yesterday, my dad is in ICU (relationship w/my family complicated, hence the previous post).
However, I have been going to therapy and therapist recommended we go see him Saturday just for a little bit but that's it.. nothing of staying the day and then enjoy our time off from work.
Saturday also I find out if round 2 worked, I am praying and keeping my fingers crossed that it would have worked. We want to start a family so much...it hurts.
Must practice visualization to relax and obtain what we deserve and want..also to help me overcome this difficult time with my family. I guess is part of "growing up" and becoming wiser.
I have to be somewhat selfish now and just think of me, my hubby and our future together. If my parents can't understand and/or accept that, oh well, it's THEIR problem. I am tired of walking on eggshells and always been taken for granted and insulted because of something I said or not said or done or not done... the crap have stopped. I am not bothering ANYMORE.. Have done it all my life for 41 almost 42 years and all I feel is empty and family-less.
So... I am so ready to enjoy our vacation.... Saturday visiting my dad for a bit, then Sunday is our 13th anniversary, Monday-Thursday going to Disney parks and at the end of the week going to a friend's wedding.
I plan to enjoy my week to the max...I am NOT going to answer any phone calls, turning my phone off... (we'll bring my hubby's phone along) but I want to disconnect from everything.
Have a great day!!!!!
However, I have been going to therapy and therapist recommended we go see him Saturday just for a little bit but that's it.. nothing of staying the day and then enjoy our time off from work.
Saturday also I find out if round 2 worked, I am praying and keeping my fingers crossed that it would have worked. We want to start a family so much...it hurts.
Must practice visualization to relax and obtain what we deserve and want..also to help me overcome this difficult time with my family. I guess is part of "growing up" and becoming wiser.
I have to be somewhat selfish now and just think of me, my hubby and our future together. If my parents can't understand and/or accept that, oh well, it's THEIR problem. I am tired of walking on eggshells and always been taken for granted and insulted because of something I said or not said or done or not done... the crap have stopped. I am not bothering ANYMORE.. Have done it all my life for 41 almost 42 years and all I feel is empty and family-less.
So... I am so ready to enjoy our vacation.... Saturday visiting my dad for a bit, then Sunday is our 13th anniversary, Monday-Thursday going to Disney parks and at the end of the week going to a friend's wedding.
I plan to enjoy my week to the max...I am NOT going to answer any phone calls, turning my phone off... (we'll bring my hubby's phone along) but I want to disconnect from everything.
Have a great day!!!!!
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