Ultrasound follie check yesterday
Well I knew I had a bad gut feeling...Such a bust. I had ONE follie and it was only a 6 by now it should have been at least a 14. I am currently cd 14. My lining was only a 3. And my fibroid, which I didnt even know I had until I was pg with dd, is twice the size it was 4 years ago. Dr said as far as fibroid goes it prob is causing the breakthough bleeding and if it continues to give me probs (which breakthrough is the only probs so far I am having) we will need to discuss hysto. That part really doesn't concern me cause I don't have bad cramps or periods per say so I am not even gonna worry about that. He said that he never says never and to continue with bms for the rest of this cycle. I just hate feeling like why should we do BMS it won't work anyway. I want to get back to the point where sex is not a have to but something I enjoy. I never say never either cause last time I did that I said "I will NEVER be 40 having a baby" and well lets just say the Good Lord showed me different! lol lol I had me a good cry on the way home then bought some do-nuts and me and hubby vegged out for the rest of the pm. DD is stayed with grandparents last night. I am not gonna do anymore fertility drugs, no more met, no more counting days, no more opks just gonna reconncile that I was blessed with a WONDERFUL hubby and a beautiful 2 year old miracle baby. I will soon be 43 and I'm gonna enjoy life! Of course if the Good Lord would like to sneak another miracle in the form of a baby into our lives we would love it. lol lol I wish everyone the best of luck this cycle and I plan on sticking around. Hell in my old age I have LOTS of knowledge to pass around. lol lol
Denise
Denise