Update

Lucy -

This board isn't all about the happy pregnancy results - though we all want it to be.  We're here to help each other through the struggles of getting and staying pregnant and to lift each other up when it all falls apart.  Never apologize for being a downer.  You're a woman in pain.  Too many of us understand that and grieve with you. 

Take the time you need to heal...then pull yourself up by your bootstraps and step back in the ring and try again.  Until you're ready to do that...there are a lot of people on here you can lean on and borrow some strength from.

[[HUGS]]