I SEE THE NUT.

WELL I WENT TO SEE MY NUT. AND SHE MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. I ALSO TALKED TO ONE OF THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE OFFICE THAT HAD THE SURGERY AND ALSO HAD CHILDREN AFTER AND SHE GAVE ME SOME REALLY GOOD TIPS. LIKE ABOUT THE FOLIC ACID I DIDN'T KNOW. SHE ALSO TOLD ME TO EAT MORE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY BABY TO BE DEPRIVED OR MOSTLY ME BEING THAT WAY. SO I CAN BREATH NOW THANKS TO ALL OF THOSE WHO HELP ME BECAUSE I WAS A MESS I AM GOING TO TRY AND ATTEND MORE MEETINGS BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE AS MUCH HELP AS POSSIBLE.

Hooray! I know that for me, seeing that little gray fuzz on the screen really made it sooo real for me and allowed me to start bonding with her! Congratulations! You sound more calm, and I am happy for you!

Yes i feel better but I cant wait until that first picture because that shows that its real !