been away for a while...

 Hi everyone I have been away for a while, after everything that has gone on it had been soo hard on me and the husband, I just needed to be away from everything baby.  I am scheduled to have a septum and pollip removed that surgery will be happening on the 20th... I am sooo excited... a little nervous about the recovery time...

Congrats to all the ladies that got pregnant, I hope you have lovely sticky jelly beans...
And too all those with new babies good luck and I hope you get some sleep....

Lots of baby dust too all of us still TTC.

-Amanda

It's great to see you Amanda! I have thought of you a lot! Good luck on your surgery!

Jackie

 Jackie it is awesome to see you too,  I am hoping to be around more...  I went thru a phase where everything baby just had me down in the dumps (as my DH called it my dark place) and I just had to be away, now that were hopeful for the surgery and the possibilities it gives us, I am doing better mentally about being hopeful and staying away from the dark place a bit more.

I was in a pretty dark place too after we lost our baby in June. I waited 6 months to try again and first month BAM! Now I'm 13 weeks....it has flown by! You will have your baby...I know it!

Good luck with the surgery! Of course I'll talk to you before that anyway :)

 haha you better or I will feel completely unloved haha...
Heck you will probably be getting the txt when I am sent home from the hospital 

I better be getting text to know you are OK!

Good luck with the surgery. I felt that way about here after I loss munchkin. Take the time you need and come back when you are ready.

 Thanks Kathy!!  OMG congrats apparently a lot happened with you while I have been gone!!! YAY

Thanks! I went in to my OB's office with my records from my gyn's office and was complaining about the evil PMS I had every month since the miscarriage. I told the nurse that Jan was the worse. She asked if I had taken a HPT and I told her I did and it was a BFN. She sent me down to have blood work and I got my BFP the next day.