A Real Mind Job: Pregnancy and the Band

Notice she deleted all her words except the ones that say that YOU hurt her and made her cry.

Drama queen extrodinaire.

Real classy, right?

God, I'm such a meanie for being worried about her baby's health before I'm worried about her weight gain.

Tsk tsk -- you're encroaching upon my territory.

I'm generally regarded as the board ***** around here..

Lol, my bad!

Janine! The Nooje! Where ya been? Love seeing you here. Gosh, wish I could've seen the original post.

Your boys are ADORABLE! Miss ya!

I'll gladly forward the whole shebang to you LMAO

What a PITA I am! I don't come here for months, think I'm typing something nice and I make a newbie cry when I wasn't even talking to her! Now how much did you REALLY miss me? LOL

You know how to find me =o)
Hugs-
The Nooje

Well I KNOW you and know your heart so how could I think that you made someone cry cuz I know your intentions behind what you say. And yes, I miss you and I'm glad you're on my Facebook! LOL

Damnit.  That's MY job!

You know I love ya and would NEVA EVA step on your toes XOXO

I just came by to say hi and I end up in a brawl- I'm going back to Petville- I like the music much better over there and Bosco doesn't talk back =o)

The tears are rolling down my cheeks as I type this.

I would NEVER EVER EVER do anything to DELIBERATELY not gain weight. I am just scared of it is all which I thought might be normal since I spent so much effort losing the weight. My hope was that someone who had a baby and has a band would post that they had a normal, healthy weight gain and not an extremely difficult time getting back into weight loss mode. A band is a difficult tool for weightloss. Not saying that others are easier, just that the band is difficult because it is only restriction and I REALLY had to work at it.

I do have the decency to stand by my words but honestly this whole thing was not taken the right way and I didn't want to have anyone else basically saying that I am selfish and unfit to be a mother, which is what all these comments made me feel like. Knowing that I had something up there to respond to made me realize that I would go back and look and see what people wrote and what people wrote so far made me cry. I just can't do that to myself.

It is not my biggest fear. Just a fear. And I'm just sorry I said anything. I just wanted to see if there was anyone who understood the mindf*ck I am going through right now.