Had a nightmare last night
I dreamt that I was out of town, can't remember where, but I started bleeding and miscarrying all over again. Maybe my mind is remembering my miscarriage at 16wks back in Jan 07. I am either 16.1 wks today or 15.9 (depending on which ultrasound you go by) I was hoping to sleep in a little this morning. I am usually up at 5am and out the door by 6:15, but I hit a deer with my Suburban on saturday night and the damn thing messed up my truck. It is drivable, once we get the tire fixed. The deer broke the tip of my valve stem off and flattened my tire. DH couldn't fix it yesterday because of the icy road conditions. Anyway.. back to what I was saying. Jer woke me up at 5am with his stomach issues he gets sometimes... so no sleeping in. Then I couldn't fall back to sleep because I kept thinking about my dream. I have felt some little swooshes from the baby before, so I laid in bed pressing on my uterus a little trying to get a reaction for a little reassurance. I have had some pretty traumautic and dramatic miscarriages and even though this baby was unexpected it would devestate me to lose it now. December 22nd can't get here soon enough.... that is my next OB appt and I will feel much better when I hear the HB again.
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Yikes! Sorry you had such a bad dream.
I remember having several "miscarriage" dreams while pregnant..... but it must be worse for you since you've had prior miscarriages.
Dec 22nd is coming *real* fast !!
Hope you get some sleep this morning!
*hugs*
Cindy
I remember having several "miscarriage" dreams while pregnant..... but it must be worse for you since you've had prior miscarriages.
Dec 22nd is coming *real* fast !!
Hope you get some sleep this morning!
*hugs*
Cindy
Surgery on 4/25/05 , Dr. Alverdy in Chicago. God Bless the DS !!!
Highest Weight = 412lbs, Surgery Weight = 359lbs, Current Weight = 155lbs (5'7" tall)http://www.picturetrail.com/gid8138761