Ugh!
I swear all I ever do posting wise on here is ***** and complain. Today is another of those days. All I can do is cry. I miss Munchkin. I don't want to do Thanksgiving with 3 kids born this year and one of them will be turning one about the same time I would have been due. I HATE feeling like this. I really hope that I am not the only one that has a hard time about healing like this. I usually bounce back a lot easier than this.
I shall now be know as Hagatha: Queen of the queens.
Baby 7-09
Xavier Elliott born 10-5-10
I'm sorry, Kathy. *hugs*
When I found out I was pregnant with my first a co-worker announced his wife was pregnant. I hadn't announced it yet -- as I was waiting 12 weeks. Well I lost the baby at 7-8 weeks (ectopic - but heart was beating in my tube.)
Even though I got pregnant with Cooper (whom I love VERY much) I still see pictures of that baby born right around when mine would have been born and it makes me sad.
I think it's something you'll never get over -- even if you have a dozen more babies.
Maybe you can skip the family Thanksgiving this year and do something more low key?
Take Care!
Cindy
Surgery on 4/25/05 , Dr. Alverdy in Chicago. God Bless the DS !!!
Highest Weight = 412lbs, Surgery Weight = 359lbs, Current Weight = 155lbs (5'7" tall)http://www.picturetrail.com/gid8138761