Jiada is 1!

I am just amazed how fast this year flew by!! I know I had my RNY AFTER she was born, but this board has been very helpful to me.  Today I celebrate her 1st wonderful birthday.  She is an amazing little girl.  I also secretly mourned her twin, but I cant bring it up to my hubby, he gets very upset with me.  He thinks I need to "let it go" but I will always love that baby like I do my other kids and I miss it.  I know it is weird, but I do.  Thanks for letting me vent a little.  Everyone on here is always so supportive and I felt this was the only place I could post this.  Thanks.

Awww I am sorry hubby won't allow you to vent as you need. There is never a time period on something like that and you should not have to just "let it go" until you are ready to. Vent away as you need until you are healed or comfortable.

But on a better note...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIADA!! BTW..I think Jiada is such a pretty name. Time sure does fly doesn't it. Feels like just yesturday I was on the operating table getting preped for surgery and now its 6 months later.

Simone

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIADA!!!! I hope you had a great party and got lots of lovies from mommy and daddy!

Any fun pics? Sorry you are not able to mourn with hubby....please let us know how we can help and be supportive....my thoughts and prayers are with you....

xoxo

Thanks Simone!! We loved the name Jiada!! It is "supposed" to be spelled with a "G" but my son is the only boy with 3 sisters and wanted to be the only G.Q. initials!! So we went with the J just for him!! LOL  We had a big party for her on Saturday. (It was really for me! LOL)
You are almost half way thru your pregnancy!! Enjoy it!! Now that I know I wont be pregnant again, I wish I had enjoyed things a little more.  I am one of those people who LOVES being pregnant.  But now I LOVE being Mom! :) Life is good.

LOL Well regardless of how it is supposed to be spelled I think it is a gorgeous name.

I know. I cannot believe I am almost halfway done...and since every baby in my immediate family has come early (both me and my sister and my 2 nephews)...I am pretty much expected to go early too= officially halfway there lol. I enjoy the pregnancy but I am not sure I can say I LOVE it lol. My mom told me she was the same way with both of us but as time goes on she loved it more and more. I am sure I will love being mom more though.

Thanks Ann, I cant find my cord for my camera to the computer!! So I will go to Walmart tomorrow and make a CD and then get them on here!! LOL