you know your pregnant when........
i should have know something was up when i saw that gut wrenching commercial to promote universal health care (man looses house to care for wife in the hospital) yes it should have drawn tears but not the gut wrenching sobs i couldn't control!
I thought of this post because i was just in the shower thinking about how i wanted to pop popcorn and watch a movie with DS (4) tonight.... then thoughts went to how it will be different when there is another little one and it wont be mommy and Mikey night anymore.... you would have thought my world was coming to an end in the shower... i lost control of my thoughts.... how many more opportunities would i have before the baby's born... have i wasted time already... i started planning out my days off and the things that we could do together, just the two of us....
you would think i would never be able to find a sitter ... it just escaped me.... and i was in total melt down....
I'm good now lol.... i can barely put up with myself, i feel bad for the hubby....
I thought of this post because i was just in the shower thinking about how i wanted to pop popcorn and watch a movie with DS (4) tonight.... then thoughts went to how it will be different when there is another little one and it wont be mommy and Mikey night anymore.... you would have thought my world was coming to an end in the shower... i lost control of my thoughts.... how many more opportunities would i have before the baby's born... have i wasted time already... i started planning out my days off and the things that we could do together, just the two of us....
you would think i would never be able to find a sitter ... it just escaped me.... and i was in total melt down....
I'm good now lol.... i can barely put up with myself, i feel bad for the hubby....
Tamilynn-
i know what you mean. except for me it was my cat. i was petting him and he looked up at me with his big eyes and i felt so guilty that i was bring a baby into this house to take over his world! lol its just a cat! but i started to cry and felt really bad for him....... i have these moments but then start laughing at myself. its so odd how our bodies work!
i know what you mean. except for me it was my cat. i was petting him and he looked up at me with his big eyes and i felt so guilty that i was bring a baby into this house to take over his world! lol its just a cat! but i started to cry and felt really bad for him....... i have these moments but then start laughing at myself. its so odd how our bodies work!