So confused is this af or IB??
Inshallah .. Thank you so much. I waited til everyone one was asleep last night so I could have my moment so I can move forward. It was so hard keeping it together in front of everyone. It will be harder when I tell Dh when he returns on Tuesday. I am a firm believer that things happen for a reason and when its my time it will be my time inshallah.
I will keep you and your dh in my du'a inshallah one day you too can hold a little one of your own :-)