It happened again

Thank you all so much. I wanted to write before the tranqs kick in again. My emotions seem all over the place. I honestly think if I didn't have Nikolas to cherish, I'd be losing my mind. He's just so damn beautiful. I see it as a tremendous blessing that I am still able to see my blessings. If the day comes that I am blinded to them, then I will be truly lost.

I am scared to death about this induction. It just seems so horrific to me...to labor for a baby that is not alive. I wish they could just knock me out. I know it will be very difficult for Dave to be there and see the baby. I told him he doesn't have to be.

I will update when I get home.
Much love to youall.
Angie

Angie, I am sorry that I did not see your post as timely.  But I am so sorry to learn of your loss.  My sister had a similar situation (induction) with unexplained loss.  I can tell you are a strong woman- you can do this.  And thank god you have your other children to hug and squeeze and cherish- as you said not that it will fix the grief- but it is sure to help you some.  Again- I am so sorry to hear of your loss.  Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. 

Angie... Words can't express how sad I am for you. I will keep you & your family in my prayers.

(((HUGS)))

I am so very sorry to hear this Angie. I have no words but please know I am thinking of you and have you in my prayers.

((((hugs)))))
Flora

Oh Angie - I'm so sorry that you are going through another loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you today.

I'm so sorry :(  Sending you thoughts, prayers, and hugs!

Ash :)

*Hugs* to you, I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how hard it must be to do this so many times!

I'm so sorry.

I'm very sorry for your loss Angie.

This is unreal... I hurt for you terribly... so sorry Angie