It happened again

Well, I have learned, over the years to listen to my instincts. It isn't easy, as mostly, they speak to me loudest in times of trouble. I went into the OB office today and after not finding the heartbeat on the doppler, she did an u/s. It confirmed my fears that the baby is no longer living. She could tell how old he was. I am scheduled for another u/s tomorrow at 3pm and the induction at 6pm.

I can only pray that I am given the strength not to fall into madness. As I have said before, I am okay with having my two boys. While that is true, it is certainly beyond difficult to grieve three babies in less than a years.

Thank you for all of your support and prayers. They mean more to me than you will ever know...especially since we had not told our families.

I will try and check in, but OB ordered tranquilizers for me and I fully intend on using them between now and tomorrow.

Angie

Angie,

I am so sorry for your loss. I am sorry for everything you have had to go through. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Traci

Angie - I am so sorry for you loss, thoughts, prayers and virtual hugs headed out your way.



Liz

I am very sorry for your loss. My prayers are out for you!

Angie I am soo sorry you are going thru this hun!! My prayers are with you and your family!!
Hugs
Jessica

Angie...I know that I'm sorry isn't enough words to take away the pain, but I am so very sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Angie - I'm so sorry. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers!

 Oh Angie,
Why! This is so sad. I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers. 
((hugs))
Amy

I am so sorry.  hugs for you.

I am so very sorry!! I wish something could make it easier but I know nothing I can say will make it better. Big Hugs for you though!!!