Feeling Hopeless-Kind of long post
Holly,
What a wonderful post. It even brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for being there for me over the last 16 months. I really do pray that everyone gets the child/children they want. And yes, in the end it is God's will.
I am much better today. I think just venting what I have felt over the past year and a half just made me a have a renewed hope.
Traci
What a wonderful post. It even brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for being there for me over the last 16 months. I really do pray that everyone gets the child/children they want. And yes, in the end it is God's will.
I am much better today. I think just venting what I have felt over the past year and a half just made me a have a renewed hope.
Traci
Traci,
Thank you for sharing. It is cathartic for you and helps others who may be feeling the same way.
It took 38 months, mmc and lots of failed attempts to conceive my 1st. I was bitter, pessimistic and a very changed person in that time. Reaching out is the healthiest thing to do right now.
I can give you the "don't give up" pep talk, but they are all the things you already know in your mind. Some days the heart just feels disconnected from the logic we have in our heads.
You have all my support and understanding, sweetie! I'm just a PM away if you need anything.
Hugs,
Thank you for sharing. It is cathartic for you and helps others who may be feeling the same way.
It took 38 months, mmc and lots of failed attempts to conceive my 1st. I was bitter, pessimistic and a very changed person in that time. Reaching out is the healthiest thing to do right now.
I can give you the "don't give up" pep talk, but they are all the things you already know in your mind. Some days the heart just feels disconnected from the logic we have in our heads.
You have all my support and understanding, sweetie! I'm just a PM away if you need anything.
Hugs,
Jo
DS:9 yrs old / DD:5 yrs old / DS: 1 yr old
Yes, Jo it is true. Some days I can logically think about it but my heart doesn't listen :)
Today I am better because I know in the end God will place me down the path that is meant for hubby and I. Like the saying says "It is not the destination but the journey that makes you succeed". So far I feel this journey has deepened my faith, my relationship with hubby, and made me stronger. So, maybe this entire experience was to enhance me personally.
Thanks,
Traci
Today I am better because I know in the end God will place me down the path that is meant for hubby and I. Like the saying says "It is not the destination but the journey that makes you succeed". So far I feel this journey has deepened my faith, my relationship with hubby, and made me stronger. So, maybe this entire experience was to enhance me personally.
Thanks,
Traci