Scared
7-09
Kathy,
I am right there with you. I had my miscarriage and saw the heartbeat twice. It was devastating and so hard. I want to be a Mom so bad.
Lately, I have been down and out because I feel like it will never happen. I have been trying for almost 15 months. After three IUI cycles I was pregnant only to loose it.
Hang in there, have faith and lean on God. Every day I pray for his patience and guidance in this long journey to being a mother.
Traci
I am right there with you. I had my miscarriage and saw the heartbeat twice. It was devastating and so hard. I want to be a Mom so bad.
Lately, I have been down and out because I feel like it will never happen. I have been trying for almost 15 months. After three IUI cycles I was pregnant only to loose it.
Hang in there, have faith and lean on God. Every day I pray for his patience and guidance in this long journey to being a mother.
Traci
Very normal. As much as we want to have a baby those of us who have lost one before are very nervous about having a repeat pregnancy. We have to believe that if the child has all the right equipment to survive outside the womb, it will. The whole process is a miracle but learning it through the eyes of someone with infertility really brings to light the true miracle of childbirth. I hope we are looking for baby booties together!!!
336lbs 6/19/06 - 198 lbs - 6/19/10 
138 lbs gone forever!!!
We have our miracle: Jakob Makhi born 4-15-10; 4 lbs. 10 oz. 22" long.
Very normal to be afraid. I am now 29 weeks and still am terrified every day. Just have to think positive. I lost one the month before this pregnancy also and this is my 7th pregnancy. Just remember they are all different. Good luck. Hope its a BFP for you!!
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Replying, but forgive me if I make no sense. The morphine< while getting rid of my pain, is kicking my butt. I'm STILL scared. I was so scared after the missed miscarriage in May, that we almost gave up completely. Something clicked in me though...it was like I wasn't going to let the fear get me...not after all of the time, loss, grief etc...that we'd went through.....BUT, yep stills scared out of my freakin mind. You're completely normal
Hugs,
Angie
Hugs,
Angie
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