28 week apt.....

OK SO I HAD MY 28 WEEK APT TODAY.. I GAINED 2LBS THIS PAST 2 WEEKS.. ERG!! IM UP TO 179LBS..WHICH IS SCARY CUZ I KNOW THAT WHEN I GO BACK IN 2 WEEKS IM GONA BE OVER 180LBS AND THAT IS BIG MILESTONE FOR ME...TO SEE THE SCALE GOING BACK UP, IM SO SCARED!!! BABY'S HEARTBEAT WAS 136, I MEASURED RIGHT ON......

AND SINCE I REFUSED TO DO THE GLUCOSE TEST, CUZ I WAS NOT GOING TO DRINK 75GRAMS OF PURE SUGAR..WHEN I HAVE NOT HAD ANY ..AND IF I EVER DO HAVE MORE THEN 5G IM SICKER THEN A DOG.. I HAVE TO NOW POKE MY FINGER, TREAT MYSELF LIKE A DIABETIC 4 TIMES A DAY TILL THE 20TH.. WHEN I SEE HIM AGAIN AND THEN IF THAT IS FINE I WILL JUST HAVE TO ONCE A DAY TILL I DELIVER.

I ALSO MADE ANOTHER BIG DESICION TODAY.... I SIGNED PAPERS FOR INSURANCE TO GET A TUBAL DONE AFTER!!! WHICH SHE SAID THAT THEY WILL DO RIGHT THEN IF I HAVE A C-SECTION((WHICH I WONT!!! CUZ I GO NATURAL AND MY KIDS JUST FALL OUT!)) SO THEY WILL HAVE TO GIVE ME THE TUBAL THE DAY AFTER I DELIVER, WHICH IS GONA BLOW, HAVING THE BABY GO IN NURSERY WHYLL I GO UNDER FOR A BIT, SCARY.  AND HOPEFULLY THE RECOVERY IS NOT BAD, CUZ I WILL BE HOME WITH 3 KIDS ALONE.. SINCE I HAVE NO ONE HERE TO HELP, MY MOM WORKS AND SIBLINGS ARE FAR AWAY..AND WELL FRIENDS HAVE ENOUGH KIDS OF THEIR OWN TO DEAL WITH....AND THE BABY DADDY IS NOT IN PICTURE.... SO YAH .. IM ALONE.. UGH .. I CAN DO IT!!!

SO YAH .. I GO BACK IN 2 WEEKS...... EVERYTHING GOOD SO FAR.. BABY BRAYDON KICKS ME UP A STORM, ESPECIALLY AT NITE!!!

Well I wish someone could help!! Thats just terrible. You are doing a great job!! Sounds like everything is going well.