Just sharing a lil story and some pics!! TGIF!!

Hello All...

TGIF!!

I feel sooooooooooooooo good, I finally got alot of things of my chest
regarding my second daughters father.
Not gonna go on and on about this man b/c he is not worth it, but I am going
to say he was very physically abusive towards me for 5 yrs.
I was extremely afraid of this man just because I knew what he was capable of.
Anyways I dont have him on child support but he comes twice a month to give me
130 bucks! for my 9 yr old daughter... I dont have a money tree in my home and
altho sometimes 130 bucks do come in handy, he can take it and shove it where the sun dont shine!!
Not only does he NOT spend time with the only child he has, I have to hear S#*^ from him
everytime he comes, last week he got out of the car and walked over to my BF and wanted to pick
a fight.... 37yrs old? infront of my kids?  Are you serious????
Anyways I finally went to court and requested child support.
My poor baby does not even ask to be picked up or call her father and that to me is sad, I was not raised
by any of my parents and I refuse to put my child through pain and heartache, all summer he has not
taken her anywhere and the only time he "says" he is going to pick her up is when I start
to tell him how sorry of a father he is towards Ashley.

I have a 11 yr old, whom I got preg with when I was 17... I almost terminated the pregnancy
but I decided to have her and altho it has been rough I wouldnt trade it for the world.
Her father does not know her, he denied her and left me in the hospital room, never saw
him again and I didnt even bother to look for him.

I had NO plans what so ever to have any more children b/c of my pass
experiences with (baby daddy's) but here I am and I wouldnt
trade it for the world, even when times get hectic and I feel like giving up
I love all my kids, I have raised my girls very well and I expect to do the same
with my twin girls...on that note..Im getting my tubes tied..LOL, im done.
I feel blessed with what God has given me and thats that.

Im tired of people trying to make me feel ashamed and putting me down
It was about time I stood up for myself and Im proud of myself.

 

Wanted to share some belly pics!









 

 That's a heck of a bump!! 

lol...yeah, everytime I think I got a few more months to go
I start to pray... hard to get comfortable.

The best shirt I ever saw was one that said  "boys suck, throw rocks at them"  I kinda like that motto.  Don't let people judge you for what you have or haven't done in the past.  Be the best Momma you can.  Sooo love the belly pic and bless your heart it's gonna double in size.  Good luck

Oh I need to get that shirt..lol.

I pretty much tried about everything to sleep, I have been sleepingon the couch
or kinda sitting up on the bed, but its making my neck hurt....
Thank you so much :)

Have you tried the pregnancy pillows?  I got mine last pregnancy at babies r us and I swear I can't live with out it, it supports my back, goes through my legs and under my belly.  It was the only way I slept after 20 weeks last time.  I pulled it out again about a week ago after my back started hurting and OMG bliss full sleep.  I hope you get some rest soon.

That is a nice bump you have going there! :)   It sounds like you're a great mom! Raising two daughters on your own and now carrying twins!   It takes a strong women to do all that. :) 
God only gives us what we can handle.

Thank you :)

what a nice bump you have there!... jaysons father is gone as well... really sometimes it ****** me off.... but then i think of how much better we are doing without his crazy ass!

Thank you very much... yea no good daddies need to go!!