not anymore

last night I started cramping really bad, and bleeding... Today it is just as bad, and the doctors office is closed so I have no clue who to call or what to do.
I want to crawl in a hole and die right now I shouldnt have gotten so attached, but i did.  Husband is better he kept telling me its just a clump of cells until we have ultrasounds, I wish I had listened to him.

I am so sorry :( CAll the emergency number at the OB's office - there is always a DR on call - or go to the ER.

*hugs*

Liz

I had just planned on staying home and seeing what happened the cramps kind of suck.
I did call the OB they have an answering services, I really hate the ER.

I'm so sorry. Don't feel bad for getting attached. Take the time you need to grieve and take care of yourself.

I'm so sorry! I've had 3 losses and was attached to all of them. Please PM if there's anything you need or if you just want to vent.

Hugs and healing,

Big hugs!! Hope you get to feeling better. I know at the er they cant really do anything unless is the pain is so bad you cant take it. Went there when I was bleeding at 5 or 6 weeks spent 8-9 hours there and they could not even tell me what was happening because doing an ultrasound that early could only show a sac. It is still an awful feeling to not know what is happening. I had spotting from 5-11 weeks though. Baby is still growing though. Let us know if you need anything!!

I didnt go to the Er just called the OB
I dont really know whats going on at this point in time haha.... See OB post below :)

And hearing about your bleeding issues gives me some hope, but was cramping at all a part of it?

Had quite a bit of pain and also a kidney infection and was passing kidney stones at the same time. Was a mess. They gave me something stronger than morphine (morphine does not work for me at all) no clue why.  Just keep positive thoughts and I know its hard.

Amanda,

I'm so sorry! I'd have gotten attached already, too.  Sending up prayers.

Cindy 

(((Amanda)))

I'm sorry hon... I've been there 2 times myself and I understand how you are feeling... As women, we feel differently because we actually can feel those changes in our bodies and its hard NOT to get attached... Hang in there sweetie and if you need anything or just want to vent, we're here for ya... But you're not alone in this, a lot of us have been there....