How to survive the wait?

The two week wait is such a pain. It doesn't get any easier after months of doing it either. I am CD10 and feeling dreadful but not putting anything into that. I am traveling and its hard to find food I like or want so my pouch could just be grouchy. I have terrible headaches but that is explainable by cutting the caffeine. I'm exhausted, but again, traveling. Sleeping in a hotel is never as good as your own bed.

There really is no way to make it easier besides staying busy and trying not to think about it. It seems like if I start thinking about "possible symptoms" I just get excited and then have a let down every month. Needless to say, its getting old, so I am just going to assume I'm not pregnant until proven otherwise. I brought a test with me, but I also brought AF supplies so either way I'll probably know by the time I fly back on Sunday.

The worst part for me this time around is that I really want a drink. That's rare but I guess because I'm out of town, alone, and quite bored, it just seems like a good idea   I was at a restaurant last night (I hate eating alone ugh) and started to order a martini and then remembered WAIT you can't do that. Boo hoo

Oh well. 

I wish you the best, baby dust all around!

I am trying not to get excited. I am just frustrated cause If I need to go to the doctor cause of being sick. I just need to know which one.