Update

So as you may have seen on facebook...

We got a place!!!!! It even has a bedroom for the baby when he comes in a few more months. Yayness!

I am trying to stay on the happy side of this and not let all the what if's and maybe's freak me out.

I am petrified that now that we are contracted something will happen to my job. But I keep telling myself that God will take care of us.

I am also petrified that since we got a 2 bedroom place, something is going to happen to the baby.

So, for those of you who would, please pray for my anxiety. I know that everything is going to be ok. I just have to keep focusing on that.

Thanks for reading

So glad you found a place :)  And I just posted about my own anxiety ridden life with the pregnancy so I totally get it.

It will be fine, you will be fine....we will be fine, right?????

Congrats again on getting settled.

Sharon

LOL. I SO just replied to you.

I keep telling myself that. I just keep telling myself that I am healthier and better prepared so that is why I will make it.

I have started planning for his arrival... b/c I have to, and it freaks me out so much. I know I am already as emotionally vested as I am going to get, so planning a baby shower and nursery shouldn't matter, but it makes me so anxious!

I don't think the hormones help.

I'm glad you found a place...and that it has two bedrooms.

You will be OK...and God does have a plan for you and for all the crap you're going through right now.  Your job is to just accept it and work with it.

When do you move?  Don't over do it when you're moving...you be the supervisor.

I am not sure. I am pretty positive that we have this place by the first, but my sister and mom are going to go through and thoroughly clean it top to bottom.

We don't have to be out until mid june so I kinda want to do it slowly and less aggressively than other moves I have done.

My husband made me promise not to lift anything. And I don't I pack the boxes and then leave them where I pack them and he moves them later. I feel so useless, but it is more than worth it.

I know that God has a plan. I just would like this plan to be different than his last plan for my children. It's hard, but I really do trust God, getting my brain and heart on the same page is difficult right now.

It's good you have family near by to help with the cleaning and moving.  My last post in Brussels, Belgium, I was told that the house had just been cleaned the day before we moved in...but when we moved in, there was no ho****er - and though I am not a neat freak, how much cleaning can you do w/cold water? - and there were fingerprints all over the walls (that were supposed to have just been painted)...and worst of all was a used pregnancy test on the floor by the toilet...so obviously the bathroom wasn't cleaned.  No one I guess can clean to your satisfaction, neat freak or not.

Your husband's plan is a good one...you pack, he moves.  Find a chair to sit on and do it sitting down, too.  One box at a time...it'll happen.

Bet this is a load off your mind. Praying everything continues to get better for you!!