Showing ALREADY?? 9w2d PICS
ok.. so im upset now because I have written this 3 times now..... talk about FRUSTRATING.... lol So all of this is shortened a WHOLE BUNCH!!! Lol Here's the basics...
SssOOOOOO....
Question? I am having some body issues... I went from being "skinny to fat"?
I went to my familys for dinner this weekend and I guess both my brothers and one of their wives asked my mom "If she 's throwing up all the time... how can she be so big already?"
so GREAT... now people think im FAT again... lol
Just hard to come to terms with this issue.. last time I was pregnant (almost 5.5 yrs ago) I was like 220... I think. And didnt care how I looked... I was just SO happy to becoming a mom.
Since i moved back to Florida (from California) to be close to my family for support through this pregnancy... I cant ask my (former) boyfriend for adivce with this issue... lol
I will be raising this baby on my own... which I am not worried about whatsoever because I have already done it with my son. (got a divorce when my son was 3 mos old). I will be 27 when my "Christmas Eve" baby will be here.... so no worries there... lol
Anyways.... how do you guys handle all the changes... the physical into emotional issues?
Also... how CAN i look so BIG at only 9w2d???????? I feel like im 5 months pregnant....
Trying to get some pics up so you can see the difference...
287/160/160 Clothes sizes, pre op:24, 2XL current:6(some 4s) S or M shirts
In regards to how do you handle the change. Embrace you have this tiny miracle growing in you know know it is ALL worth it. I still haven 18 lbs to lose and although I want to lose it - I look at that sweet baby of mine and it doesn't matter so much.
Hugs!
Erika
Hope this helps and here's to a happy and healthy pregnancy!!
Liz
PS - sometimes (ok always) our families see these things first and are BRUTALLY honest.... especially MEN!