Ugly belly button
Out of all the incisions, drains and everything else, for some reason my bb creeped me out too. I'd clean it as fast as I could and slap a bandage over it. Once it was out of sight, I could go ahead and take care of the big incision and drains without a problem. And there wasn't anything wrong with the bb - it just made my skin crawl! Totally irrational.
My bb is really cute and had no crust or oozing or anything but still creeped me out too. It feels foreign if that makes any sense. I look at it and aporeciate it because its cute but it is still creepy! The first week I also kept it totally covered! But there was no plug or anything ever in it. Kept its shape just fine though. I am sure we all get used to it eventually!
I don't mind the looks of it, it was the touching of it that is very odd. I feel pressure but no feeling. That point alone makes my stomach queezy and I am 4 months out! Luckily it looks 100% better than my old one so I guess take the good with the bad.
Lap-Band/Dec 2004 - Starting weight: 230
Band Removal June 2015 (Sadly) - Weight 215
Revision Apr 2017 - Weight 240, CW 194, GW - 145