Scared, Nervous, Excited you name it!
My surgery is June 6th. I will be having an Hernia repair, X-TT, Arm Lift, and Fat Transfer to the Butt. I am so excited. I am scared too. I have always been scared of surgery. Going to sleep is the part I fear. I have young kids and I keep thinking what If? I am trying very hard to clear my head and keep my thoughts positive. I have been eating well, taking all my vitamins and walking anywhere from 1-2 hours a day. My surgery will last anywhere from 6-8hours. My doctor is great. He has taken the time to answer all of my questions and some of them I have asked more than once, lol. I keep telling myself I more healthy now than I have ever been, and thats really helping me deal with some of the anxiety. I have had 5 other operations in the past. 3 of which I was asleep for. When my gallbladder was removed I weighed over 350lbs!
I am asking for positive thoughts, prayers, vibes to be sent my way. Gotta get my head space right =) I am sorry for the rambling, but I know you guys would understand. I love it here!
Thanks so much!
I am asking for positive thoughts, prayers, vibes to be sent my way. Gotta get my head space right =) I am sorry for the rambling, but I know you guys would understand. I love it here!
Thanks so much!