Anticipating change...

When i look in the mirror, i like what i see as far as weight losss...but dislike the effects the weight loss has had on my skin....And i want to fix my body with plastic surgery...but a part of my is thinking of how i would "miss'' my pre-plastics body...and that im not ready for change. Has anybody else got these thoughts?
Maybe im feeling this way because i have always put the thought in my head that, i would never have the skinny body i always wanted...and now that the time has come to where i am at the weight i have always wanted...maybe my brain cant handle a huge change into the final stages of my weight loss battle.

I actually feel kind of depressed.

I have been feeling similiar things, sort of. I am more worried that what I
can live with now, the hanging bulk, is gonna be worse after surgery.
That my dream of my tummy and arms coming out flat and smoothe and
more importantly "natural Looking" is not gonna happen.

I don't know how to fix these feelings.

Hang in there. We will get through this.

Dani

Same here. It just never ends... :/ We trade the weight for loose skin, and we trade the loose skin for scars. There's always going to be a reminder of the misery. There's no way around it, but I just wanted to share with you guys that you deffinitely not alone!