ok guys...I'm gonna try to go sleep...wish me luck!
I'm first case tomorrow. I gotta be there early early!
A friend is taking me so my partner can get our little girl off to her first day of school.
I just tucked her in and fought back the tears - big time. I hate to miss her big day.
But I hope to be home right around the same time as she gets home...although I know I will be like hammered dog ****
I said good night to my mom by phone. I cried a bit...okay, alot.
Many feelings swirling around tonight. I'm grateful. I'm nervous. I'm excited. All those things.
I even feel some of the sadness I felt the night before my RNY.
Hard to explain...But I just think "how did I let this happen? how did I let myself get so big? So big that I ruined my skin...in such a way that I need surgical intervention to look normal..."
Then I shift my focus to the positive. I am 167 pounds lighter. I am 48 tomorrow (yes, I am having surgery on my berfday!!). I am healthy and happy. No more diabetes.
I'm having reconstructive plastic surgery that is costing me a 100 dollar co-pay bcause I have great insurance!
It's gonna be good.
I appreciate all the kind words and good advice I get here.
So, good night all. I will post as soon as I am able to.
A friend is taking me so my partner can get our little girl off to her first day of school.
I just tucked her in and fought back the tears - big time. I hate to miss her big day.
But I hope to be home right around the same time as she gets home...although I know I will be like hammered dog ****
I said good night to my mom by phone. I cried a bit...okay, alot.
Many feelings swirling around tonight. I'm grateful. I'm nervous. I'm excited. All those things.
I even feel some of the sadness I felt the night before my RNY.
Hard to explain...But I just think "how did I let this happen? how did I let myself get so big? So big that I ruined my skin...in such a way that I need surgical intervention to look normal..."
Then I shift my focus to the positive. I am 167 pounds lighter. I am 48 tomorrow (yes, I am having surgery on my berfday!!). I am healthy and happy. No more diabetes.
I'm having reconstructive plastic surgery that is costing me a 100 dollar co-pay bcause I have great insurance!
It's gonna be good.
I appreciate all the kind words and good advice I get here.
So, good night all. I will post as soon as I am able to.
"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. " -- Anais Nin
Revised from Band to Bypass 10/26/09
High Wt 355/ Surgery Wt 343 (BMI 61) / Current Wt 190 on 3/17/12
TT/Fleur De Lis 8/22/11
Mastopexy and Brachioplasty 12/14/11
Revised from Band to Bypass 10/26/09
High Wt 355/ Surgery Wt 343 (BMI 61) / Current Wt 190 on 3/17/12
TT/Fleur De Lis 8/22/11
Mastopexy and Brachioplasty 12/14/11
Ohhhhhhhh, I'm so Sorry I didn't get to wish you well on your BIG DAY..!!! (BIRTHDAY AND SURGERY DAY..WOW, WHAT A DAY TTO REMEMBER..!!)
Here's a belated wish of ALL GOOD THINGS TO YOU, SWEETIE..!!! I KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO DO AWESOME...!!!
CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR YOUR "I MADE IT AND FEELING BETTER THAN EXPECTED..!!"
HUGS TO YOU, GIRLIE..
cyndy
Try to get some rest (easier said then done...I will be in your shoes in 3 weeks). Wishing you a speedy recovery, a Happy Birthday, and prayers for healing. Can't wait to hear how things went.
Hope your daughter has an awesome 1st day of school!
Hope your daughter has an awesome 1st day of school!
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TT, Pani, Breast Lift, Implants, Hernia Repair - 09/12/11 (Dr. Eslami - LOVE her!!)
TT, Pani, Breast Lift, Implants, Hernia Repair - 09/12/11 (Dr. Eslami - LOVE her!!)
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