downward spiral
Um I said Dr. Baccari retired. He was doctor who was supposed to do just a little bit of lipo to my thigh area but actually did a real lot of lipo and emptied my entire butt of fat. Two plastic surgeons did lift on me after that but instead of lifting they pulled my saggy fatless behind skin into my crotch and up through my front legs towards my hipbone to be like a new belly or something . My actual real belly skin was cut off as if I had an apron of fat but I didn't and I didn't even need a tummy tuck. I needed a butt lift. They ended up calling the whole thing a butt remodeling. They are the ones who have so much experience (I'm one of them) with body lifting and they are still practicing and consider themselves the big pioneers in the field of body contouring. They tried something stupid and whacked out on me which had I knew the plan I would never have consented to. Cash paying lab rat who needs a lot of help but until last week have been totally ignored. I'm not insane but what was done to me sure was. I'm a little worried that my neurologist will be told by a hospital administrator or something to back out of helping me like she has promised she would. Time will tell. I've been in terrible pain and I can't believe I grew up thinking stuff like this couldn't happen in America but that was before medicine became the " industry" that it is today. Oh well. It's great so much progress has been made in 10 short years. Somehow I am staying alive and my organs are still functioning somehow and I still walk with my imploded bungee cord version of a crotch sorry about that. My experience was helpful though I read inone of my doctors medical journal papers that they had tried the method they used on me and that it didn't work out. Ho hum. They could have just asked me - I would have told them it wouldn't work.
