I chickened out!

Thanks Leah.  He is pissed because I backed out at the last minute...and that he took off work for nothing...and because he thinks I will regret it.  He is starting to come around, and my kids were really happy...they were not happy about this surgery at all.

My 7 year old keeps telling me she loves me just the way I am and I've been VERY vague about the whole thing. It's very hard. Keeping you in my thoughts. You have to do what's right for you and your situation.

Baby girl this is about YOU and right now you need to do what is right for YOU...be blessed and now just take it easy and relax =)

Thanks Shell...I don't wanna beat myself up, but I am afraid I freaked out without good reason...but the feeling was very real at the time...

Hey Fawn,
Sorry to hear you had such a rough time.  The good news is you listened to your gut and did what is best for you.  Never feel bad about doing what feels right.  Your health and well being is worth far more than the cost of surgery....I'm sure your hubby will come around.

Best wishes!!

thanks for understanding....we didn't lose any money, and the anesthesiologist said I could reschedule if I changed my mind, so nothing was  really lost but our time this morning...

Wow you are so lucky.....I've heard of others who lost all the money (they never rescheduled).
Best wishes!!

The surgery was being covered by my insurance, so luckily there was no costs involved....I don't think I would have been able to do it if I were losing a lot of money...I would have just asked for more drugs and sucked it up....

(((hugs))). Only you know what is best for you! Good luck to you.

Thanks Tammy....