I did it the divorce papers have been sent out
Sorry this is in caps didn't want to have to retype it
Here is what I wrote as my blog
WELL.. THE TIME HAS CAME WE BOTH PAID OUR SHARE I HAVE SENT THE DIVORCE PAPERS OFF TO BE FILED SO SHOULD HAVE A COURT DATE HOPE WITH IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS. I AM WANTING TO SEE IF WE BOTH CAN BE ORDERED A PARENTING CLASS FOR THE NATE SAKE SO THAT NOT ONE IS BEING POINTED TO DO SO.
PLEASE PRAY AS WE GO THROUGH THIS BECAUSE I HAVE DECIDED THAT ITS ONLY FAIR TO LET HIS DADDY TAKE HIM FOR VISITS AFTER HE DOES ALL THE STATE REQUIRES HIM TO DO. I HAD TO DO A DRUG AND ALCOHOL TEST TO PROVE I WAS CLEAN. BUT ALL IS GOOD.
IT WAS THE HARDEST THING EVER FILLING OUT THEM PAPERS AND PUTTING IT IN THE MAIL TODAY I DID IT SO THAT I COULD PUT WHAT I WANTED DOWN, BUT GOD IS GOOD AND HE IS WATCHING OVER ME AND I WAS ABLE TO REMAIN STRONG AND SEND THEM OUT
THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL THE FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE GAINED AND JUST FOR BEING HERE FOR ME AND NATE
LOVE TO EACH OF YOU!!
Jaime thank you very much it wasn't easy filling the papers out i just cried an cried its like what did i ever do to deserve this. I always cooked and cleaned and took care of Nate he said that it was the bickering and arguing that pushed him away i said that is sad and Now look what Nate and I have to go through there is more to it then this i know there is after what i found in the suit case in my trunk but life goes on. Nate needs me and i will be the best mom i can in fact i am going to go to a parenting class for mothers going through a divorce..
Thanks for the support!!