Stacey update.....
Hi all. Thank you so much for caring about me. I am in such pain........this is just awful. I look at my precious little baby especially and wonder what his life is going to be like without a daddy in his daily life. It just makes me cry. Last night as HE was moving some couches out of the house, my little 5 year old was watching him and sheepishly sobbing, "Daddy, please don't move out" and "why do you have to go?" It just absolutely broke my heart! And then, he had the NERVE to ask me to help his lift the loveseat out into the garage. Hello! Are you stupid!!?? So far, I'm not too worried about the financials, but I have never been alone and am soooo scared. I don't want to have an empty life, you know? I want to share my life with someone. At this point I'm not even sure I want him back, he's hurt me and the kids so much. But, I'm at work and it's keeping my mind off of the situation a little. I have been tempted to call a few of you, my friends, but I just don't want to totally cry on the phone, so this is good communication for now. Thanks for keeping me in your prayers. Please continue to pray for a family miracle. Hugs to all,
As I said in my reply to your post on the preggo board, don't ever be scared or ashamed to call any of us even if its just to cry. We are here for you! We may have never met but we love you and care about you and those babies.
You WILL get through this... You have soo many people praying for you right now so have faith and believe in the power of prayer.
((((((((HUGS))))))))
Teresa