Thanks and Update

Hi Everyone...Just wanted to pop in and say thanks to those that sent emails, and cards and who asked about us.......Eli and Emi are doing great!! Walking, talking, getting into everything, and growing like weeds! Johnny is doing fantastic, he has been my rock! I have been not well...Mentally, I am a TOTAL MESS! They did up my meds, and I am hoping to feel a difference soon....I told Johnny that if its wasnt for him and the kids, I don't know where I would be.. I cry all day, and when I am not crying, I just sit and think...I do go to counseling once a week, and I do talk to her about my feelings, and she tells me that it will eventually get better...I don't come online to often, but when I do, I try and post when I can....If you are the praying type, please keep me in your prayers... Jen

I'll reply on this board too!! I have been scanning for a post from you. I am glad that your family is there for you & your doctors too. Kids are the GREATEST in my book!! Jen, I think of you often, and am glad that you posted, so I could tell you that I care for you a GREAT DEAL!!!! It COMPLETELY SUCKS that things are so darn ROUGH right now!! Look at 5-6 years ago.... and what life was like.... and look now. (HOLY SMOKES!!!... for my life, it has completely changed.... for the better & positive) It truely boggles my mind how I found someone like my husband, because, he, too is MY ROCK!!!! God IS GOOD... ALL THE TIME TAKE CARE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -Jamie

Hi Jen, My heart goes out to you. I am sorry you are having such a tough time. I am here if you need to talk I can totally relate with your loss and pain. I am glad the kids are doing great. Much prayers coming your way. hugs,

My thoughts & prayers are going out to you Jen. I am so sorry that you are going through all of this but so happy that you have the support of your hubby & the joy of those babies. Hope you are feeling better soon.