Prayers and photo's of Nate

Well... Good Evening all I just wanted to stop in and say hi. For those that belive in prayers i need them right now. My grandma died a few years ago and all I have left is my granpa he lives 45 mins away and belive it or not i have seen in 2 times in the last 4 months that is very bad on me. Yesterday I took nate to see him and he was so happy. Grandpa said its not fair that you girls refering to his 5 daughters have me in here and you took care of mom and let her pass on in her home. He said I guess I am not going home i will just have to die hear. Hearing thi**** my heart I Have worked in nursing homes i know what goes on and its nto cool. My grandpa just cant walk well from a surgery on his leg and he fell and got a brain anerisum which they thought he was going to die and well the anerisum quit bleeding. Anways I took the picture of him and nate and was sitting here last night and just cried my eyes off wishing my grandma was here to see nate and praying to god that grandpa could pass in his own home well i felt i need to talk to my mom about this cause I was hurting. Well mom started crying and said the girls talked the other night and if they know he is going they will transfer him home and take care of him so he can die in his own home. Anyways i am having a hard time dealing with all this and i just want to cry. I guess i am more quilty of not being there to see him all the time. Anyways please pray for me Sorry for the long strory here are the pictures http://www.PictureTrail.com/gid12540653

Marsha- I kinda know how you feel, Hunter & I went out and saw my grandpa this weekend. He lives about 45 minutes to an hour away. He is slowly passing away, he has hospice nurses coming over to check him, but he does live with my mom. I think it would be very difficult to see him in a nursing home. My grandma & grandpa have been divorced for over 30 years, and my gramma just could not live alone any more, so she moved from Washington this past month in with my uncle in California It had been since July that we had been over to mom's to see him, and he is so happy when Hunter, Mark & I go over there. This weekend was just Hunter & I. (Mark is up north moose hunting). I hope that everything goes better for you, and you can spend more time with your gandpa. You are in my thoughts & prayers. -jamie & hunter