Tired Thursday Roll Call

Thanks, Now I guess it is obvious why it was so moving for me to see Larry and Steffi stand up and tell Molly in front of the world and God how great she is and how proud of her they are,.

 Yes it is..  you have us.  We are your family.  I am using Steffi and Larry as my replacements for the grandparents that we won't have there.. not that they are old or anything, but I need the family aspect and they are close enough (and Jewish) to fit that void. 

WOW!  You have no idea what that just made me feel!  If it is any indication - I am speechless! :)  I adore you and your daughter!

 well you already knew it.. now the rest of the world does... 

Plus, someone has to lift and dress the Torah! 

Good morning everyone. 
Trish, I hope you have a fulfilling AA meeting today, maybe you can get two meetings in today to help make up for yesterday and keep you on track for your goal.  You can do it.
Nicole, I'm glad you had such a nice birthday.    The chili cook-off sounds like fun.  How is the biggest loser going for you?  Sorry about your dad.  That's gotta suck.  Parents can be selfish sometimes.  You have always struck me as a strong and resilient person and I am confident you will find strength and support from YOUR husband and friends.

Today I will be working till around 3:30 then I have to get to the auto parts store and pick up a drivers side axle and replace the bent one in my wife's car.  I really dont understand how she keeps breaking crap on her car.  Well, wait I have ridden with her so maybe I do understand it.  Oh and a second thought on that for all of the ladies out there, dont wait two or three days to tell your husband or mechanic that your car is driving real funny and there is this noise coming from somewhere...!  This is stuff we car fixers need to know right away!  Just sayin!  Wish me luck that I dont bust a knuckle tonight, lol.

Swede

Thanks Swede  I am strong and resilient and it only bothered me a little. I am very thankful for all that do love me and pay attention. Guess you can see why I am a therapist huh??? LOL Biggest loser is still going we weigh tomorrow, I am sure I have not lost been partying all week, but I would not have it any other way

Good morning Trish and all of PA!  I am here at work hoping to put some thoughts in my head away as they are overtaking my ability to think about things properly.  The good news is that I am able to discuss ALL these things with Larry and he has been amazing with the support of what I need.  ahhhhhhhh..........

Today after school I am headed home, I was going to go swimming, but to be perfectly honest, I am VERY afraid to be left alone with my thoughts right now, so I am going to head home and be amongst the chaos of my house and family.  Sometimes I just need to be distracted.  I have plenty at home to keep me busy, including everything that I have neglected to do the last month or so.  Also, tonight we are headed to dinner for Molly's birthday.  She chose to go out tonight in lieu of last night and I am fine with that.

I am eating pretty much everything in sight, and that is frightening me, but I am not ABLE to stop at this point.  I do a ton of self-talk and then ignore me anyway....wow - I am a ray of sunshine this morning aren't I?  

So - that is my day - I am surprisingly NOT tired, but I am sure that with all this NOT THINKING crap - I will exhaust myself and then be tired.......and now I am just babbling!  

Happy Thursday y'all!

Aww, Steffi you know I am always here for you day or night if Larry is not available. Love you

Well I kept thinking yesterday was Thursday and today was Friday so just hink how annoyed I am when it dawned on me todayis Thursday.

Trish get to that meeting today you are worth it! 

Last night I got to see Den before he headed out to Barix then I took advantage of the quiet time. Mde a snadwich for dinner watched TV then emptied two laundry baskets. If you have been following along this is huge. Then I settled in to watch American Idol den got home around 10:30 we talked alittle bit then I headed to bed.

Today I was up at the gym and now work. Den is working late so I wil not see him till 8:30 or 9:00 tonight. I hate that when he works late on Thursdays cause that is our one night to watch TV together. So I will make dinner eat alone wait for him to get back home and sit with him while he eats dinner.

Good Morning Trish and PA!!

Yesterday was an EXHAUSTING DAY!! I have not been sleeping well lately, so I walk around during the day feeling sleepy.....

Nicole-sorry that Dad did not acknowledge your special day, but we are here for you!!

Today is wor****il 3:30 then home to watch my soap, pick up Dee from school. Homework, dinner then brownie meeting....Then bath and bed for the girl. I will get stuff ready for the morning then to bed myself. Soooo looking forward to a three day weekend!!

Have a great one!

Beth