Afraid of the unknown....
Wow... thank you all so much for your words of wisdom and encouragement, they truly mean alot. My family is doing their best to be supportive but I can sense some hesitation from them; especially my parents, and I know they are just concerned because the surgery is such a drastic life altering process. My moms biggest fear is that she knows how much I love food and I do, she's right; but at the same time, I know in my heart of hearts that my obsessive love affair with food has brought me to this unhealthy and very unhappy point in my life. I want to "eat to live", NOT "live to eat". I know there is a difference and sometimes when I hear "normal" people say.. "I was so busy today, I guess I forgot to eat". What?? How does someone "forget" to eat? LOL. Anywho... I've had some strange dreams revolving around this all week, I guess maybe because my consult date is on Tuesday. Plus I have 4 bad discs in my lower back and they've been killing me this weekend. I'm so afraid to make the wrong move because I know if I do I'll be in excruciating pain and partially immobile for at least 2 weeks.
Well, again... thank you everyone for all your kind thoughts and I wish you all the best on your continued journey's as well. I will be at the Barix meeting on Oct. 2nd so hopefully I'll get to meet some of you
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Take care...
Well, again... thank you everyone for all your kind thoughts and I wish you all the best on your continued journey's as well. I will be at the Barix meeting on Oct. 2nd so hopefully I'll get to meet some of you
.Take care...
Peace & Blessings... Kelly 
HW 292 / CW 191 / GW 130
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